Saturday, 6 October 2012

Fall

Street near the college, somewhere.



The trees are blushing. They hesitatingly slip
Out of their emerald lace; at the behest of
The grinning, adulterous wind, discard
These flaming leaves which then
Melt into gold and indolent green
And dark grape and then back again, and
Crunch in murmuring protest as you walk over them
In necrophilic delight.

A lonely squirrel bounds from branch
To branch in impartial and impersonal curiosity,
Unknowingly helps a particularly shy tree –
Startles the boy and girl
Sitting beneath to laughter, and the girl rests her elbow on the boy's shoulder
In thoughtless mirth.

How beautiful you are in death, year. How
I begrudged you your bloom, and how I am
Moved by your
Falling façade in your infirmity.
How the freshly-trimmed verdurous growth of your youth is
Covered now in splotchy splashes of unkempt colour; your beard shall
Soon be powdery grey.
You shall, in short order,
Retire to rest in your ivory tower,
And a bloodless blanket of a pins-and-needles inertia shall
Creep up like cobwebs upon the world.

And then, you shall die.

Through the long, unfertile months of
The coldly quiet sorrow that follow,
I shall remember your playful maidenhood.
Your childish flirtations, and
Your spidery promises.

I shall keep vigil, love. I shall gaze upon your shroud
From my lonely lit window, and
You shall live in my honey-lined daydreams –
Until we meet again, next summer.
And under the sticky, scented sun of an Indian afternoon,
You and I shall sit and play and talk.


The drunken leaves whisper in my ears, if I'm quiet enough.


Until it is time for you to die again.

5 comments:

Iris said...

your words are iridescent, I really love reading your blogs, it has become my abode for the last few days now and also a lullaby to sleep at night and dream exactly of what I read in your blog.
Beautiful.

Bug said...

Hi Iris! Where are you from? I checked out your blog. I liked it :)

Iris said...

Thank you Bug :) and I'm from Bangalore.

Anonymous said...

how beautiful you are in words, bug

(and even better in person)

Bug said...

I saw the birthday video Sunday evening, and I'm not even ashamed to say that I cried.

'We should be on level 13, but we're stuck on level 6. So text me, okay?'

A little.