Too Much

"You're too old to be so shy",
says to me,
so I stay the night.

And let him touch me but
never too much never
too high or
too low like
the goldilocks he wishes I was and
when he kisses me he wants
me to want it but
the most I can manage is a
smile he

struggles with being a boy and I
struggle with being a woman and so we
struggle with each other every night.